He gets hardly; and what he gets hardly he must bestow with self-questionings.
But in the midst of my self-questionings I went on looking for Mother Anastasia.
In the meantime, however, many doubts and self-questionings arose within me.
My self-questionings halted here as Lilian's hand touched my shoulder.
And then when the letter was posted and gone beyond recall, again came the self-questionings.
The 'disputings' are not wrangling with others but the division of mind in one's self-questionings, hesitations, and the like.