self-hatred

"They're all misfits like me. Like all of us. We feel we never belong. We feel self-hatred. All of us are the same. I'm not alone."

"I was completely lost, lonely, and isolated. I had feelings of self-hatred. I was worried all the time," she said.

As a teenager, she had feelings of self-hatred and worthlessness, and could not make friends.

While Elias did not characterize this as Jewish self-hatred, it certainly bespoke an awkwardness that Cohn felt in his own skin as a Jew.

Roberts dissolved into his character, a manipulative small-time hustler whose self-hatred metastasizes into murderous rage.